Wednesday, October 7, 2009

i saww euuu !

I saw euu. And imissyou.
Sakalalaa Bebeyyh !~
Hello cocolatecakes((:
I didnt go to skewl todae.
Was feeling very sick.
Fever was kinda high.
I gt no voice. And wenever i tried to talk loudly, my throat hurts.
Mama giv me a call in the mawnink and ask me if i've eaten breakfast.
I said no and told hr that im craving fr chicken porridge.
Since mama noe im having a fever, she told me to mit hr kt eunos cos bishan no chiken porridge.
First, i disagree cos don wn to go eunos.
Cos scared cekcek trnpk ngan org yg tk sepatotnyr dinmpk kans.
But aftr mama pujok2 , trpakse luh jumper mama cos da lamer tk jumper mama.
Wyndu sesangat.
Bus-ed to eunos.
Finally ate chicken rice. Huhu ^^
But sumpa, i didnt taste any chicken.
Cos nga saket tekak lah kans, mcm sia2 beli, tetap tk rase pa per.
And mama force mt to drink air asam wen i actualy ordered chrisanthemum tea.
Sighs, mama take my drink, & i took hers.
Aftr eat, ddk somewhere near eunos mrt station.
Had a long chat wif mama.
mama, now i noe why mama nanaqk alek uma.
Ayien sowiie fr keep blaming ur guy wen the problems lies on stepfather.
I realised that wenever eu're smiling, eu putting on a fake smile.
Iknoe there's tears behind those smile.
Why must euu be strong wen euu noe eu're not?
Da laaa, get rid of hyme and go to ur love one.
Im here to support euu kay?
Okaeyh, mcm phm akuu. But im serious.
I don wn mama to alwaes being threaten by stepfather. Sighs.
Ihateyouulaaboncet!
Den saw someone.
Omg! Just as wat i expected.
Firasat ayien mengatakan bahawe ayien akan terserempak diyer.
And its true!
Idk if the 'guy' is hyme. Bt lagy, firasat ayien mengatakan yg tuh diyer!
Andand his fwen! Look familiar luhh. Saw him in fs pic.
Pkai uniform *elo* *ura* plak tuh.
Skola diyer laa tuhh ! gee((:
And mama also agree. Mama says the 'someone' looks familiar ngan gbr yg ayien prnh ltk kt screensaver.
And i hope its btol luhh diyer.

Eu texted me. Asking if im standing at the traffic light. Yes, euu saw me. And i thinkk i saww eu. Bt eu lied and said it wasnt true. Eu said eu were in ur brother' s car. Why do euu hav to lie wen euu noe that i noe that the guy wearing the skewl uniform was eu? Sighs, its okay. The terserempak really made me happy. Not only bcos i get to see eu. But bcos euu text me. I've been waiting fr ur msg all this long aftr we broke up. And yeah, finally eu msg me. Alhamdulilah(: Imagine if we didnt get to see each other just now, will eu text me? No. Eu never will. Eu asked me if im still mad at eu. The ans is no. Tho im hurt, bt i'll never be mad at eu. Eu said eu're sorry and hope tat i will frgiv euu. The fact is, i alrdy forgiven euu. Long tyme ago, from the first dae eu hurt me wen i was wif eu till the last dae we get to be wif each other. I forgive euu boyy. Eu hope that i'll find much better guy den euu. But do euu tat im tired of finding one? Im tired of having in relationship anymore. Let love come by itself. No one is born to be stupid sayank. Everyone is born wif a brains. Its either euu use or euu dont. And by planing to break wif me just to see wat my reactions are or how do i feel is silly. You donnoe how i feel. And till now, eu're still here;in my heart. Sighs. I wont be able to get bck to eu cos i don wanna hurt euu no more. Im not a understanding gurl. I cnt undrstand euu and ur busyness. Im a gurl hu nid lots of love and attentions. I wish euu gudluck in finding gurl tat are muchmuchmuch more better den me okay? Euu takecare. Remember, eu're alwaes here; dlm hati ayien(:

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