Ihateyou.

Hello Chocolatecakes.

I've been feeling down lately.

Idk wats wrong wif me.

Go to skewl wif a pair of swollen eyes.

Bazil keep asking me if i cried yesterdae nyte.

Hanyer fyie dan areena jer yg tawuu.

Thanks guys fr trying to cheer me up.

&& thanks fyie fr the doughnuts euu bought fr me.

I hav to put on a smile eventho im not feeling happy.

Aris: Ayien, klao cikgu tnyr kaw ngan yan adr pa per ke tk, ckp tk taww.

Ayien: Aper kaw mepeq? Mmg tkdr pa per per..

Aris: yer, ckp kaw kakak angkt yan. Cikgu confiscate fone yan. Den adr gbr kaw as wallpaper fone yan. Den cikgu pk kaw mataer ngan diyer.

Ayien: Huh ?! mepeq nyer korang!

Can you guys believe that? Yan put my picture as his fone wallpaper! Aper nieyh? Mepeq laaa.

Benci seyy prangai satu satu!

Zura sae cikgu finding me. Find cikgu in his classroom bt mr ismail said he's in his staff room.

Den decided to see hyme on CCA period.

Den saw hyme in the canteen.

Ayien: Cikgu cari sye?

Cikgu: *took out yan's fone from his pocket*. Awak tgk nieyh. *show me the picture of me.*

Ayien: Sighs, sye tatawu luh cikgu.

Cikgu: Awak bercinte ngan diyer?

Ayien: HUh?! Maner ader? Eeeee!

Cikgu: Tkmo kay. Sye jage awk selagy awk kt skola nieyh. jgn nk bercinte ngan diyer(cikgu sae somethink lyke this)

Ayien: yer, sayer tawuu. Sye pn tknk ngan diyer.

Cikgu: Gy kasi balek fone nieyh kt yan. Sye tk dpt jumper diyer nnty.

Ayien: Huh?! Tk nkk laa. Suro saper2 kasi. Sye tknk kasi pn.

Cikgu: Kasi lerr. Pass diyer alek. *giv the fone to me*

Ayien: Kay.

And euu noe wat i did? I delete my picture on his fone. Biar kaww raserkan siket.

Pasal kaww, nnty cikgu ingat akuu mataer kaww! Stop it siak perangai.

Yan apologise to me.

Sighs, fortunately mit fyie and mymie.

Thier jokes, laughter, smile, really cheered me up.

And areena, euu cheered me up too.

Youu and ur tonggeklingers.

Sighs, i have nothinkk much to sae.

All i knoe, im gonna keep my distance away from certain people.

I had enough.

Sorry if i wont treat euu normally from now onwards.

And guess wat?

I kept crying wenever im feeling sad.

I just don feel lyke sharing to anyone, but i knoe i cant bottle up my feelings.

Studies, friends, family, ehem, everything, making me stress each tyme.

Studies; I have alot of things to catch up on. I don think i could make it.

Friends; Change fr the better.

Family; sometymes i wanna make you guys the place where i could share my problems to. But i knoe that euu guys were all busy wif ur own things.

Ehem; No comment. Eu are not helping.

Im getting closer to exes.

They keep msg to ask how's my dae.

Infact, they the only one hu i started to count on.

I expected euu guys to be there fr me. Not them.

And gurl, don keep putting the blame on me fr her change.

Ask urself why is she behaving this way.

Pointing fingers is not gonna help.

Sugarcane, i think i end till here.

Takeqaire(:

I nid flowers to cheer me up.

I nid chocolates to make my dae.

I nid doughnuts wenever im feeling angry.

But youu, i nid euu to be wif me alwaes.

but iknoe you wont. Thanks.

Labels; I don care anymore bby.